fuck ... my only fucking chance. to fukin get away from it all. to go see the people i needed to see. and to add to that i was going to dance. and what do i do ?? i fukin sleep in. what the fuck. it was really 5:28. i was supposed to call gerald at 5:30. i layed down for a minute. a fukin minute. not thinking i would knock the fuck out the way i did. i have no one else to blame but myself. i missed practice and i hate it. i hate it with the fukin passion. i hav that feeling like i'm not making progress like i'm wasting my time. i missed auditions for So Krispy and Nasty Naughty Boy. i missed spacing for gerald's routine and will most likely not be in the peice anymore. i'm so dissapointed. and now all i hear is the fukin t.v. on some loud ass fob shit. people yelling becus my little sister is crying for the stupidest reasons. what did u fukin do to deserve this. and once again i can't look at anything else but the fact that it is all my fault. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
and now i don't even have the feeling to want to do anything. i just wanna go into my room ....... and sit in there .... and cry and bawl like a fukin girl.
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