Tuesday, August 7, 2007

No Tears For Me.

soooo my step mother called and we talked. i haven't been to my dad's house in about 2 weeks and i'd tell you why but i don't feel like it. all it really is was me and him butting head again and i needed time away from him. but as me and my stepmom werr talking she said stuff like "u know your dad" and "we never kikd you out" ... i know all this already. and if it sounds like my dad is some evil entity he isn't. people have their flaws and a dad is obviously a person. but yah. for some reason wen my step mom said all "i want to know is if your ok ... " and i said " ... but it doesn't sound like you do ... " there was a long silence ... and i couldn't hold myself from crying ... so i did. and i told her i'm coming home tomorow. and hung up. then i wiped my tears and went back to the dance room becus i was at dance practice. and i'm ABSOLUTLY not writing this for any type of sympathy. a place like this is somewhere i can vent and that's what im doing so ya.

i love kotine, lorena, and gerald. and i can't emphasize that any more.

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